Despondent, Ladan and Laleh returned to Tehran. They started taking antidepressants, eventually warding off suicidal impulses by upping the dosage of amitriptyline to 10 times the normal amount. Every move - getting out of bed, going to the bathroom, sitting down to a meal - had to be negotiated. Laleh took a liking to videogames. Ladan hated them but was forced to watch while her sister played for hours. They couldn't stand it much longer.