"If I could go back, I would've gone to Turkey on holiday and come back, I should've come back," she told the documentary. "It was easier to stay, I came back knowing what I'd have to face. That's been very hard. "It's easy for everybody to say, 'she did this, she did that', but you really have no idea what I was living through, nobody does."The show focused on her life now, including a new job and home, after she was released following three years in prison in June 2018. After initially being banned from being within two miles of any airport and not allowed on certain roads in Birmingham, she now has her British passport again and no longer has an electronic tag.