However, there was endless gossip. He was a 58-yar-old man. He had had a lot of experiences. He was so charismatic. I was in love with him. Even if it was Yaser Arafat, you can't live with a man you do not love. If your chemistry isn't right, then you can't spend 22 years together. I come from a rich family, I didn't need anything. My father was a banker and my mother was a very important activist in my country.